HE BEAT ME AT MARIO KART.

Ha. So third date with Kyle last night.

It was super chill. He didn't get here until about 10:30 because he got trapped at home; I can't remember why. Something about people or dogs or something, who knows. We went for a walk, hung out in my room and talked, played mario kart, had nerdy talks, he fell asleep while I watched The Faculty.

I CAN'T BELIEVE HE BEAT ME AT MARIO KART. Seriously, people? haha. And his nerd-ness is super cute. I think he might actually have me beat. Not in my heyday, but at my current level. I have to catch up. We talked a lot too but I feel like I wasn't as fun and stuff as I normally am. Maybe I'm still getting over the recent drama. He helped a lot though, and I hope he doesn't hold the not as fun against me.We didn't actually hook up or anything. I'm ok with that, I just hope it was actually because he was passing out from exhaustion and not because he didn't want to. Ha. He did kiss me goodnight though =). I do want him pretty badly. But even more, I want to be with him romantically and all relationship-y.

Awww, I just texted him that I can't believe he beat me at mario kart but that I still enjoyed it. And he said I shouldn't be surprised at his mario kart awesomeness, but it was still really fun to play someone that he could have actually lost against. VIDEO GAME COMPLIMENTS ARE THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER.

My sleep schedule needs to be fixed. It's getting ridiculous, especially when I'm around normal people. He probably fell asleep for real around 3, while I watched the faculty and laid awake in bed until about 5:30. And then I couldn't stay asleep because I'm not used to cuddle sleeping anymore. So I kept waking up. I feel bad because of my incessant tossing and turning that kept waking him up. I'm gonna work on it haha.

I really hope he likes me. Well, I'm pretty sure he does. But mainly I mean I really hope he likes me enough. Enough to eventually seriously consider actually being together. Enough starring Jennifer Lopez. >_>

Anyway, end of boy blog post rant time.

The Alejandro video came out today. I like it but its definitely one of her weaker vids since she became all avant-garde. Although, it has a weird gay nazi jesus theme that I enjoy.

I need to figure out my financial aid for next year but its difficult. And I need a job so fucking bad. Like seriously.

I lied when I said my next entry would be about aspirations and things I want and all that jazz. Next time maybe?